Something happened last night that I need to share. I need to share because one of the ways I feel better is to write, and quite frankly I need to feel better. I have an upcoming trip to the Philippines and I’m looking into buying a new camera to take a long. For the past … More When A Blast From The Past Feels Like a Punch In The Gut
Today I made the difficult but right decision to let my therapist know that I would not be coming back after today. The last 6 months with her have been so helpful and empowering. She gave me tools that I will use forever to succeed in my journey of healing and self-discovery. This decision also … More What Being In Therapy Has Taught Me About Life
“Everything happens for a reason.” “When Life serves you lemons, make lemonade.” “The glass is always half full.” These fluffy, positive life sentiments are my life mottos. Or perhaps I should say was my life mottos. I’m getting a little jaded as I get older. Life just sucks sometimes and life can be really unfair. … More When Can I Have That Breakdown I So Desperately Deserve?
I need to apologize for something, and I’ll tell you why. My mother died when I was 12 years old, which was 30 years ago. Since my mom did die so early this means she missed out on a lot of my life. She missed going to the mall to buy me my first bra, … More I Need to Apologize
Oh December, why do you hate me so much? Thirty years ago you decided that December 20th would be a great day for my 39 year old mother to die, leaving a 12 year old pre-pubescent seventh grader with buck teeth and a mullet left to figure out life on her own. Fast forward 29 … More December, why oh why do you hate me so much?
Yes, I know that sounds strange, but here’s the deal…I was very unhappy in my marriage. Miserable is another word that could be used to describe how I felt. I was so unhappy that my unhappiness consumed me 24/7. I would spend all my time trying to convince myself that no, I hadn’t fallen out … More My Husband’s Affair Was The Best Thing To Happen To Me